..really freakin kills everything. the effort i put in the relationships i have with people is hardly reciprocated, but that’s probably because i assume they would return the gesture. why do i always have to initiate things or take be the one who tries to address things. why is it only my responsibility to reach out. honestly, its frustrating. and im kinda over it, so don’t be surprised if things start to change.
0. Tell Me When To Go (Instrumental) - E-40 1. Get Low (DJ Tiam Remix) - Lil Jon 2. Freak-A-Leak - Petey Pablo 3. Throw It Back - Audio Push 4. Burn Rubber - Too Short 5. My Beat Bang - E-40 6. D.U.D.E. - Love Rance 7. Up - Love Rance 8. Show Me What You Work With - E-40 9. Swaggin’ - IAMSU 10. Bring It Back - Travis Porter 11. Shake That Monkey - Too Short 12. Whistle While you Twerk - Ying Yang TWINS 13. Git It- Bun B 14. Naggin’ - Ying Yang Twins 15. Bend It Over - Lil Wayne
okay so my mom has been nagging me everyday, multiple times per day about removing the stud in my nose.
it wasn’t until today when i took the stud out to clean and soak that i realized im over the piercing. i actually just forgot to put it back in after i cleaned my face and soaked the stud. but when i remembered it was soaking in a little cup, i was really hesitant.
i feel so much better without it. sure i liked it when i got it and the past four months i have kept it in but i think i just look a lot better without it. and let’s be real there are a bunch of other reasons why i felt more relieved when i forgot to put it back in…
why i got it:
I really like spontaneous activities, so when “everything starts as a joke” the usuals and i end up doing it. it all started with a simple “wouldn’t it be funny if we got piercings right now.” mehhh, people may think doing things so quickly is stupid, but i say live a little.
I was considering a new piercing anyway… lol so it wasn’t completely out of no where. besides, piercings heal and close.
It was on my “before college ends” bucket list.
I wanted change or to experience it.
why im glad i took it out to heal:
I don’t want piercings on my face after college
it bothers my mom, lol
It wont get caught/touched/pulled when i forget i have it or change my clothes too quickly
I can wear a variety of earrings again… they wont clash or look ridiculous anymore
I feel like my face looks cleaner (if that’s the right word to describe what i mean)
It doesn’t necessarily suit me.
its gone, but it was fun having it for the short while.